[Medic rolls his eyes good-naturedly. He tilts his head to one side, to give Phil better access to his neck and shoulder. One hand loops around to the back of Phil's neck, the other on his back, digging his nails in just a little harder than necessary.]
Medic doesn't respond for a bit, just kissing Phil on the forehead while rubbing soothing circles on Phil's back where his fingernails dug in before.
Medic... Obviously hasn't been through the same thing, but.
It takes him a while to type out the next message- both because it's long, and he's putting significant effort into making it legible.]
back home i ahev two partners- heavy and spy. btoh on my team. when teams disbanded, we lost contact. both of them are very private, so it was hard to ge tback in touch with them. i got pciked up by a new team and stopped being abkle to contact them altogehter.
boss on new team was awful. worked for him for the last eyar. he figured out that he could keep me in line by threatening my birds. killed a few of them. i had to figure out how to brign them back to life- he nearly killed archimedes for good, oncee.
it was. lonely. so lonely. i worried my team- my real team- had forgtoten me
i betrayed him and his team for my odl team. he tried to kill me for it. succeeded.thatys why i was in hell before waking up here.
i came back and heavy and i killed him,. it was the first time ive seen heavy in a year. and then i woke up with eveyrone else, here.
i get loneliness. it may nto have been a time loop btu. i udnerstand.
[It's really. The first time Medic has actually stopped to think about all of that, and how bad the last year has been. He'd spent most of that time trying not think about it.]
Ha, you think you and this Heavy guy can come over and murder whoever put me through Groundhog Day hell?
[However, Phil stares at the last message. If Medic looks, he'll see that Phil is getting misty-eyed. He buries his face into the crook of Medic's neck before he finally speaks.]
[It really is nice. Phil can’t remember the last time he’s just laid with someone like this. Not a one night stand, not faking your emotions. Just... being with someone who cares about you.
... Damn, when the last time hes been with someone who actually cared about him?
Phil lets himself chuckle at that.]
You think you guys could arrange the murder of a groundhog who is also Satan?
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i dindt want to ebaalone tongith either
[He may be a ghost now but he does worry a bit.]
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[Phil kisses Medic's shoulder. At least you can't dodge that you jerk.]
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After a bit Phil just... stops and rests his head on Medic's chest again.]
I've missed this.
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mmsised what, e xacly ?
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[He holds onto Medic, and it's hard to tell if it's out of protectiveness or fear.]
For a long time I thought people forgetting what I did every day would be amazing, but it's really not.
[Spoilers: Phil is lonely.]
[mentions of animal death] [more than half of this is headcanons but all based on canon]
Medic doesn't respond for a bit, just kissing Phil on the forehead while rubbing soothing circles on Phil's back where his fingernails dug in before.
Medic... Obviously hasn't been through the same thing, but.
It takes him a while to type out the next message- both because it's long, and he's putting significant effort into making it legible.]
back home i ahev two partners- heavy and spy. btoh on my team. when teams disbanded, we lost contact. both of them are very private, so it was hard to ge tback in touch with them. i got pciked up by a new team and stopped being abkle to contact them altogehter.
boss on new team was awful. worked for him for the last eyar. he figured out that he could keep me in line by threatening my birds. killed a few of them. i had to figure out how to brign them back to life- he nearly killed archimedes for good, oncee.
it was. lonely. so lonely. i worried my team- my real team- had forgtoten me
i betrayed him and his team for my odl team. he tried to kill me for it. succeeded.thatys why i was in hell before waking up here.
i came back and heavy and i killed him,. it was the first time ive seen heavy in a year. and then i woke up with eveyrone else, here.
i get loneliness. it may nto have been a time loop btu. i udnerstand.
[It's really. The first time Medic has actually stopped to think about all of that, and how bad the last year has been. He'd spent most of that time trying not think about it.]
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At least we can be lonely together, huh?
[He's trying.]
I'm sorry you had to go through with all of that. That man sounds like a complete asshole.
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at laest he was in a lto of pain when he died. :)
and, im nto going to forget you.
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[However, Phil stares at the last message. If Medic looks, he'll see that Phil is getting misty-eyed. He buries his face into the crook of Medic's neck before he finally speaks.]
... Thank you. That's all I want to hear
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it's our job descriptiion to kill wheoever we're told to kill, afetr all. usually for money but i can make an exceopption
[Medic's honestly not sure how this night turned out this way but he's not really complaining. This is nice. It's soft.]
Joking about Animal death
... Damn, when the last time hes been with someone who actually cared about him?
Phil lets himself chuckle at that.]
You think you guys could arrange the murder of a groundhog who is also Satan?
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is ti the same satan who has my first soul becuase if so murderingh him is already one bckkup plan
[Medic shifts a little, just enough so that he can tilt his head and kiss Phil on the lips again.]